Journal 2 & 3 Go Ask Alice

Alice has been cooped up on Acids for a while and tonight was her last night that she wanted to trip on acid. That night she took but it took long to hit her, after a while it did and she started to wanna dance and make love. She lost her virginity that night to Bill, she wanted Roger to be her first but he was away visiting. She is now scared that she might be pregnant. Four days after she lost her virginity, her and her gran were outside in the garden and they heard tapping on the back gate and it was Roger and his parents, they heard about her Grandpas attack and they wanted to check up on him. Alice was very nervous and to her Roger was even looking better and better then before. They went inside and Roger asked her out but she had no reply. After that Roger tried to get a hold of her but she never wanted to talk to him. She was worried that he won't forgive her for what she did. She felt sick, her parents even noticed and they asked her whats wrong but she didn't say anything. She started taking her dads sleeping pills to sleep because she couldn't sleep of all the thinking and the worry that was happening. They took her to the doctors to get her checked out, she asked for tranquilizers in order for her to fall asleep. Roger is headed to military school a continent away from where she is at, she wrote him a ten page letter telling him that shell wait for him after he wrote her that he expects her to date and have fun.